Wednesday, December 26, 2007

I'M BACK

Hi everybody............

How was your Christmas? Mine was great plus tired :(

Actually, saya baru sampai dari Pitas. I was there to visit Charles' family and celebrate Christmas with them. Before that, we were in Tambunan to celebrate Christmas with my family. It was a very hectic holiday. I almost cannot tahan with all the hectic activities. During the Christmas in my place (Tambunan) I have to arrange all the activities during our family gathering. we have sukaneka and many more activities... and we have to make sure all of our anak buah (25 all together.. mind u..) puas hati with all the hadiah and activities. If not, we will see them menangis berebut hadiah and so on... aiyoo...

On 23th Dec, Charles and myself then went to Pitas ( Charles' Kampung) to celebrate the Christmas with their family. Also very hectic ( even double wooo). I have to wake up as early as 5.00am because his family used to woke up early (which is i'm not used to) then, need to help them to prepare breakfast ( which I also tidak biasa).. Pendek kata, semua aktiviti dorang di sana i'm not used to it :( uhuk..uhuk..) I have to struggle to beradaptasi and I can see his family also trying their best to prepare all my needs (kesian dorang). Actually I'm also orang kampung like them but what to do because we have different culture ( Rungus Vs Dusun ).. I used to have almost all the kemudahan I need eventhough I am in kampung (except the road lah).. If I want to eat kuih or drink 100plus, I can simply pujuk my brother to go to Pekan and buy some or jalan kaki to Pekan... but in Charles' kampung, have to puasa everything wooo... except if you beli sedia di Pekan sebagai bekalan. After that, jangan mimpi untuk minum 100 plus lah...

Anyway, I need to biasakan diri with all this. After all, his family will be my family also when we get married (soon)..

To my beloved Charles, sorry because I complaint too much. I just want you to know that I love you so much and nothing can change the fact that I really love you... :)

Saturday, December 15, 2007

sAy gOoD bYe tO MyVi aNd WeLcOmE tO tOyOta rAcTis


Yesterday I received an email from a friend. She email me this photo of Toyota's new model that is the Toyota Ractis 1.3VVT-i / 1.5VVT-I...
Toyota Ractis. The design is same like the MyVi but this one is more convenient and I like the design.
Actually, Charles and I have discussed what kind of car he will buy next year after he got his posting (teacher).. He actually want to go for the Commonrail or Frontier, which is very expensive and waste of money (Nanti tiada duit mau kahwin).. Then after some arguing, Charles said he rather go for the MyVi.. And of course i agree with that idea.. But then, this Toyota Ractis really capture my heart. When I saw the photo for the first time, I straight away jatuh cinta with the car.. And you know what?? The car is cheap.. I mean almost the same with the MyVi price. The price is about RM55,800 ~ RM69,200. Cheap kah that?? This car will be launch after the Chinese New Year(according to the email)..

Thursday, December 13, 2007

SIB CiTy ChUrCh fAmiLy

Few days to go before our Church Christmas Celebration. Our church have decided to celebrate the Christmas on 15th & 16th December. It's because most of the church member will definitely go back to our own respective kampung during this Christmas season. So, we will celebrate the Christmas earlier in SIB City Church.

As I've mentioned before, I am very busy with the church activities, especially for the Christmas preparation. I will lead the praise & worship session for the first night. Waduh... bikin tension ooo... Lainlah kalau saya boleh nyanyi macam Mariah Carey..(hehehe).. Anyway, I just want to thank God for this privilege to minister for the Christmas Celebration...

Aha... I did took some picture during our practice just now. So, I upload it again here as my collection.... Hope you enjoy it..

Wednesday, December 12, 2007

Christmas is coming

Wow.. It's December 2007 already..
For me, this month is a hectic month for me.. We have so many activities in church until I feel that I cannot breath.. We have to prepare for the church Christmas Celebration that will held on 15th & 16th Dec 2007. So, we have to be in the church every night. After that, we were invited to sing during the Hainan night (group of Chinese people punya persatuan).

Very hectic but I enjoy it very much...

Here are some of the photo during our preparation for SIB City Church Christmas Celebration:

The colour of life

I don't know where am I now.. I mean, what did I achieve in life. Anyway, I just want to show you my development from Dec 2006 until now and I call it, the colour of life.. Got bida punya photo juga.. But just want to share everything with you all..

Hello World

First of all... I just want to thank God for what He have done in my life. Actually, I hate to write about my life because I have nothing to brag or to be proud of. Then, when I started to look into my life through God's perspective, I realize that there are so many good things happen in my life... And the good news is, actually I don't have to worry about my life because God is still in control and that He have a purpose for me... So, from now on, I will treasure every second of my life and always be thankful for whatever I've been through in my life, whether good or bad...

Last month, I have a great experience with God.. So, I want to share my testimony on how God show HIS love and how He really spoke to me..
Actually, I've been praying for something and I really put so much effort on it. I pray, I fast, everything lah.. At that time, I really take my time to seek God's will. I claimed His promise... At one time, I really believe that GOD will answer my prayer, and I will get what I've prayed for.. Then, masa yang ditunggu-tunggu datang juga... jeng!jeng!jeng!... You know what.. God did not answer my prayer. I didn't get as what i have prayed for. The answer is negative ( Actually, I'm praying for my interview in the government)... I was like.... "God, how come You did not answer my prayer?.. Tuhan, Kau mungkir janji!" Memang betul kecewa lah... I cried for almost one hour.. Charles called me and try to calm me but no use.. I even shout to him and say " I hate God".. Charles almost shout back to me and asked me to stop it but at last, he asked me to take my time to pray. He said, I can cry before the Lord, I can complaint to Him but I have no rights to "marah Tuhan".. Then, I pray ( More to complaining)... After that, I go and took my shower and went to KFC (pigi makan puas-puas).. After I came back from KFC, I straight away go to my computer and open my email.. You know what, I received an email from my friend and the email was an article entitle "Never Give Up".. This article really touch my heart, and once again, I cry before the Lord... And the amazing thing is, when I look at when is the date and time of this email being posted to me, I was really surprised because the date and time was exactly during I was crying and complaining to God few hours before... And this article really answer my question to God.. before I Amen my prayer, the last thing I ask to God was " Lord, Tell me how I can trust You anymore?"
Ok.. You didn't get it hah?? So, I copy paste the article here ah..

One day I decided to quit...

I quit my job, my relationship, my spirituality...

I wanted to quit my life.
I went to the woods to have one last talk with God.

"God", I asked, "Can you give me one good reason not to quit?"

His answer surprised me... "Look around", He said. "Do you see the
fern and the bamboo?"

"Yes", I replied.

"When I planted the fern and the bamboo seeds, I took very good care
of them. I gave them light. I gave them water. The fern quickly grew
from the earth. Its brilliant green covered the floor. Yet nothing
came from the bamboo seed.. But I did not quit on the bamboo. In the second year the Fern grew more vibrant and plentiful. And again,nothing came from the bamboo seed. But I did not quit on the bamboo.

He said."In year three there was still nothing from the bamboo seed. But I
would not quit. In year four, again, there was nothing from the bamboo seed. I would not quit."

He said."Then in the fifth year a tiny sprout emerged from the earth. Compared
to the fern it was seemingly small and insignificant...But just 6 months later the bamboo rose to over 100 feet tall. It had spent the five years growing roots. Those roots made it strong and gave it what it needed to survive.
I would not give any of my creations a challenge it could not handle."

He asked me. "Did you know, my child, that all this time you have been struggling, you have actually been growing roots. I would not quit on
the bamboo. I will never quit on you. Don't compare yourself to others.

" He said."The bamboo had a different Purpose than the fern. Yet they both make the forest beautiful." "Your time will come", God said to me. "You will rise high"

"How high should I rise?" I asked.

"How high will the bamboo rise?" He asked in return.

"As high as it can?" I questioned.

"Yes." He said, "Give me glory by rising as high as you can."

I left the forest and brought back this story. I hope these words can help you see that God will never give up on you. Never, Never, Never Give up!

For the Christian Prayer is not an option but an opportunity. Don't tell the Lord how big the problem is, tell the problem how Great the Lord is!

Heavens door open this morning, God asked me... My CHILD... what can I do for you?" and I said "Daddy please protect and bless the one reading this message.God smiled and answered ... "Request granted"


Then I found this song also. So, I share you this video from Yolanda Adams entitle "Never Give Up". This song has become my inspiration all this while.. I already edit this video by adding the lyric to the clip (hehehe)and post it to youtube.. Am just trying to develop my skill in video editing.. Hope this song can inspire you to move on as it has inspire me deep inside my heart..

WHATEVER YOUR DREAMS, BRING IT TO GOD AND TRUST HIM