LonG TimE nO sEE

Hi everybody...
I'm back...
Actually, I'm not that busy.. it's just that.. NO MORE INTERNET facility..
Well.. My life is great. I have a great time in my new workplace.. less stress, less work.. But this is only temporary. Next time maybe I will have to work overtime as they already aimed me to stay back for overtime because I'm not married yet.. :(

Hmm... What else I want to tell.....
Nothing special..
I'm happy..
Life is great..
GOD is still pouring out HIS blessing..
I have a great and wonderful housemates..
I am half single (because Charles is far away..)
I am preparing for my PTK exam this coming April

This is my new development...
See you next post

Report Duty

Well..well..well
Today I went to report duty to Jabatan Cetak. Huh... Interesting.. The part that I really like today was when the big boss there was the one to bring me to go around the place before I was hand over to another big boss then after that the staff there bring me to go around once again.

The place is big enough to make me sakit kaki. This staff (Rita) bring me to visit every unit and it tooks more than 1 hour for us to finnish all the units.. Boleh tahan lah... No wonder we are not encourage to wear high heels..

I don't know where is my unit yet.. too many cakap2 until I don't know which one is true. Just wait and see lor.. This 2nd boss (Timbalan Pengarah) challenge me to go to the section where the job is actually for man. I said, why not... It will be a good experience for me. Ya lor... mau juga compete with man. This tim. pengarah said, "kasi kalah the lelaki2 yang tidak produktif supaya they all malu." Ok... (hmm.. is it ok??).. I don't know lah.. I'm ok, as long as it is government sector..
I know I will not stick with whatever position I have now because I am truly believe that I can perform good and I will "cepat naik". Not to brag, just want to voice out my faith.. Anak Tuhan maa.. bukan alang-alang, anak Raja di atas segala Raja. I am sure God will help me. I believe of His promise that "we will not become a tail but head".. So my friends... Just believe in Him and you will see His Glory!

I will start to count my blessings from now on so I will know how to thank Him.. I really believe with all of my heart that God's promise will never fail. I already experience it and I am bold enough to tell you that GOD is really faithfull eventhough we ourself are not faithfull... So, watch out you guys! Never cease to praise HIM for He is good!

Ok.. see you in the next post..
GOD BLESS!!

Good bye D'ROCHE...

It's 5:40pm now. 20 minutes before 6:00pm, and this is my last day with D'roche. Tomorrow will be my first day in my new work place. A bit sad to leave this company. Today is actually ngam2 1 year I've been working with this company. I did learn a lot during my employment here. I meet new friends... good friends..

Eventhough I'm a bit sad to leave this company, but one thing for sure, I need to go out. The world is waiting for me (chewah!) I need to achieve something (even many things!) Who knows one day I can become one of the "minister" (huh...) So, have to take KWSP lor.. Don't go for "pencen if you have something in mind, especially when you are working with the government. Once you go for the "pencen" that's it... You cannot lari from the government anymore...(tips from my brother.)

Anyway, life must go on... D'roche is now a history... GOOD BYE D'ROCHE

New journey??

Huh... 15th January 2008 will be my last day in my workplace ( D'roche Healthcare Group). Ngam-ngam 1 year with the company. 16th January 2008 will be my first day in Jabatan Cetak Kerajaan. Wow!

I suppose to start there 1st February 2008 because my last day in D'roche will be on 31st Jan 2008. But, when I went there last Friday, the Ketua Jabatan insisted me to start as early as possible because of the election that will be held anytime. I don't really know why, but from what I understand, we might be asked to help for the election, which I don't know what kind of help we can give..

When I was there last Friday, I was a bit suprised with the environment (culture shock). When I went to the administration office, I saw only one computer and everybody have to share the computer (I thought).. It means, NO INTERNET!! My goodness!!! The place is big and I know that I will be having fun working there. Can curi tulang some more (hehehe..) And the good thing is.. too many allowances (ahahaha..) $$$$

Anyway, that is not the main point why I really want to work in the government sector. I have another BIG agenda.. Just wait and see... hehehe.

I hope I can do well, even the best in my new workplace. I don't want to be just an ordinary staff. I pray that GOD will guide me and give me wisdom so that I can give my best for this job. I also cannot stop praising and thanking Him for His great and abundant blessing to me.. Thank you Lord..

When I feel like I miss him...

Being apart from you isn't easy...
I find myself missing you so often,
in so many ways...
but even though we can't be together right now.
gentle thoughts of you fill my days
and dreams of you fill my nights...

No matter what I'm doing,
I know it would be so much nicer
if I could be sharing it with you...
I keep imagining things you'd say
if you were with me now,
or the way you would laugh
if something funny happened,
and next thing I know,
I'm daydreaming about all the things we'll do
when we're together again...

Although the miles
come between us now,
I still feel so close to you,
and I just keep hoping
the days will fly by
because I want you beside me
to talk to,
to hold,
to love.
I miss you so much..
*^Charles*^

thoughts for the day

2008... Will be a hectic year for me

I don't know how to describe but I can feel that 2008 will be a hectic year for me. Except if I reduce my church activities (which is... NO WAY!)

I will start my new job after the Chinese New Year and I am looking forward for it. But, at the same time, I am a bit nervous because I don't know how is the environment in the new place. I hope I can do well and 'cepat naik pangkat'. My sister said, "ko ini, belum mula kerja sudah fikir pasal mau naik pangkat". Ehehehe... Just kidding (but actually serious) I don't want to be just an ordinary staff in my work place. I want to aim high. As high as I can reach! Who knows one day i can have the title JUSA (Jawatan Utama Sektor Awam).. No harm in dreaming these things ma...

I want to go as high as I can be. I don't want to be just an ordinary people. I want to be an extraordinary people! So, there are so many things to catch up. Have to focus and work hard! And I hope I can further my study this year. Actually, I already applied for e-pjj but haven't complete the procedures yet. If I can finnish the procedures before this June, at least, then I can start this year... This one have to really pray also woo... This thing is not main-main punya benda. Hmm... just wait and see lor... I don't want to talk much about this. Nanti tidak kesampaian, bikin malu ja.. But that is one of my main planning for this year lah..

People around me keep asking when I will getting married.. (kuang..kuang).. Soalan bonus lah this.. Well.. for the time being, I cannot give any dates or even month. We are still planning. We (Charles+me) want it to be done in a very proper ways, ie; with enough budget. As for now, we are still struggling to earn money for this "extreme" planning.. Except if the KFC, McDonald & Habib Jewels want to sponsor the wedding lah.. ehehe..

So, people...
Just wait and see, and also listen our news. The time will come. For sure, everything has its own time... God have His own time for everything..

2008 Resolutions??

Hmm... Have you all made your resolution for this year??
For me, actually I don't have any specific resolutions.
But I will consider these few things as my resolutions for 2008;

1. Give the best for my new job
2. Lose some kilo's.. (hmmm.. a bit tough this)
3. Get my driving licence..
4. Try my best not to skip prayer & bible reading time everyday..
5. Buy a car before end of this year or at least before I get married..
6. bla..bla..bla..

Aiyo.. to many woo.. dunno wether I can make it or not. Anyway,
I'm sure that 2008 will be a great year..

bE tHanKfuL...

I Copy paste this poem or quotation from one of the blog i've read because it really touch my heart (I hope the owner didn't mind)..


Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire.
If you did, what would there be to look forward to?

Be thankful when you don't know something,
for it gives you the opportunity to learn.

Be thankful for the difficult times.
During those times you grow.

Be thankful for your limitations,
because they give you opportunities for improvement.

Be thankful for each new challenge,
because it will build your strength and character.

Be thankful for your mistakes.
They will teach you valuable lessons.

Be thankful when you're tired and weary,
because it means you've made a difference.

It's easy to be thankful for the good things.
A life of rich fulfillment comes to those who are also thankful for the setbacks.

Gratitude can turn a negative into a positive.
Find a way to be thankful for your troubles,
and they can become your blessings.

bReAkiNG nEwS oF tHe yEaR

PRAISE THE LORD.. FOR HE IS GOOD AND HIS PROMISE NEVER FAILED!

I don't know how to express my heart right now........
I am very happy... I feel like I am 10 feet away from the ground.. I feel like I am on the air... floating2.. Hehehe.. It's not that I am in love...
It is because.... God answer my prayer... You know what???? I GOT THE JOB IN JABATAN CETAK NEGERI SABAH (Government)... Now you know why, isn't it. If you read my previous post in this blog.. you will know lah why I am so happy to get this job. I thought God has forgotten me... But then, God shows His faithfulness by answering my prayer when I almost lost my hope..

I did make my petition during the New year celebration in Halleluyah Retreat Centre. I also went to the prayer room ( they call it groto) to pray for my future and one of my prayer request was this job. Actually I attended the interview on 4th Dec 2007 and before that I pray and fast for more than 2 weeks.. I really feel sick during the fasting. My blood pressure also become very low and I really feel sick. Charles asked me not to push myself too hard, but I refuse to listen because I am serious with my future. I still remember that I can't even woke up because I am too weak and sick until I didn't go to church during one of the Sunday service. I did not tell anybody that I already fasted for 2 weeks because I don't want them to know about the fasting. I tell myself that this matter is strictly for God and me (and Charles, of course). You know what... I did loose some kg in only 1 week. Dr Cecilia even asked me why I am losing weight and I told her that I control my eating and don't have enough rest.(Unfortunately, I already regain few kg during the Christmas season..)

I did told my friend, "saya mogok lapar sama Tuhan".. just joking2 with them bah. Macam main2 only, but I was serious that time when I fasted. I told Charles about this, and he also fasted 5 days for me and for the job. Praise The Lord, He answer my prayer. Of course this is a new beginning and can say it's a new chapter of my life.......

Aiyoo... I can't stop smiling ooo... Sampai di telinga sudah ni senyuman sia.. Macam org gila pula senyum saturang.. anyway, Praise the Lord once again. And for sure, I will never stop praising the Lord for His goodness in my life!

GOB BLESS!!

Happy New Year 2008 everybody!!